so jana chahiye kya

tabiyat bigadne wali he aisa kyu lag raha he

bhaisab dar lagta he ab to

kya kar raha hoon koi chij se khus kyu nahi hoon

aaj bhi 3-4 baje hi nind hi nahi aa rahi bc, thak jata hoon par nind nahi aati waah kya natak he be

headache to jaise constant ho gaya hai

khus hona hein bas

aaspaas ki chije jaise dikhai hi nahi de rahi aisa lag raha he after joining

jaise pakad ke rakha ho or me dusri chijo ko dekh hi nahi pa raha

(explain nahi kar pa raha thik se)

independent feel hi nahi ho raha

haan kal bhi nahi so paya 4 baje tak jaag raha tha

#feelings

cry but don't leave

mental health bhool jao lol

Kal raat bhi nahi so paya

Aaj bhi same head ke back me pain Ye stress ki vajah se shayad ho sakata he

Okay what now

Haan me family function me hoon but me thaka hua lag raha hoon, nind me

Anxiety ho rahi

Pain ho Raha jo head ke back me woh bandh ho jaye to achha he

So nahi paa Raha

Kya yaar arpit kyu nahi soch pata dusro ki tarah career ke baare me

Kya alag sochna alag he?

Mereko nai pata me kyu hoon Aisa

Me Aisa kyun hoon me Aisa kyu hoon.... (Song he ye)

thak gaya hoon bro

code to mess but life bhi mess

pure $10 lol or koi yahan hein bhi nahi

pura mess ho gaya he code yaar

confused unga bunga

pith kyu dard kar rahi he bc headache kafi nahi he kya

[update]

pet bhi dard kar raha (marne wala hoon kya)